so yeah i dunno why i decided to update but you know .. whatever ! haha

life = AMAZING !!

:: LeTs SeE ! ::

school :: it definitely sucks but everday i go is a day less i'll ever have to be there ! lol so thats exciting !! i'm so ready to graduate ! wow .. SOOOO ready !! haha

friends :: oh my friends are definitely WONDERFUL !! i dont know what i'd do without any of them ! lol i love jessica anne massey ohhhh so much !! <33 and i've been hanging out with my friend Christina alot lately which is cool cuz i love that girl to death !! lol

work :: works been going FABULOUS !! lol a bunch of new people that dont know what they are doing .. but eh .. what can ya do right ?! lol its still going good !

guys :: =] oh wow .. AMAZING // SPECTACULAR // GRRRRREAT ! haha so i'm definitely having a great past couple of days .. they are very VERY confusing but they are great nonetheless !! <33

cheer :: eh its going okay .. monday me and jennifer saw a girl completely bust it on her next tumbling .. hahah shes okay but anyways .. i'm just ready to get UCO cheer tryouts over with cuz i'm getting nervous cuz they are coming up sometime this month !! ahh !!

well anyways i'm going to go ! iiii <33 you all !! XOXO <33 Tara

FUNNN NIGHT *

well i really didnt want to update just kinda got bored ! i had a fun night last night but yeah anyways ! everyone have a FABULOUS day !! && iiiii LOVE you all !! <33

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- RANDOM THOUGHTS -

01 :: ii Love Jessica Anne Massey with ALL of my <3
02 :: i dance in front of my bathroom mirror
03 :: i sing really REALLY loud in the shower ! haha
04 :: yellow lights make me nervous
05 :: this year is the most i've ditched school yet its the best grades i've ever had ?
06 :: i try to keep people out so i dont keep getting hurt
07 :: i feel like when i actually do let someone in they let me down
08 :: my dad is more of a jackass then anyone will ever know
09 :: I never met my real grandpa -- but i love my step gpa <3
10 :: I have 2 uncles on my dads side .. and one is in prison for armed robbery and the other got shot in a drive by shooting when he was 17 and died ...
11 :: i've decided my dads side of the family is jacked up thats why he is the way he is ...
12 :: most of my friends' names start with the letter "J"
13 :: i hate the question "if you were stranded on a deserted island whats one thing you would bring?" cuz i can never choose
14 :: i absolutely LOVE eating cake batter with MASSEY *
15 :: my mom might lose her job in a couple months cuz the stupid people might sell her bank
16 :: i hate police men just as much as massey lol
17 :: sneaking out of masseys house was FUN
18 :: i actually kinda like school this year - crazy i know !
19 :: i tend to talk to random people i dont know
20 :: sometimes i just cry for no reason (( not around anyone though ))
21 :: i have to have some sort of noise when i go to sleep (( tv, radio, etc. ))
22 :: everyone thinks its crazy how flexible i am ?
23 :: if i wasnt in cheer .. i'd have no life ! =/
24 :: i have over 3000 songs on my computer
25 :: i love wearing guys hoodies <3
26 :: i have a xanga, myspace, and facebook -- and no life ! haha
27 :: i'm addicted to johnnies cheese fries
28 :: and ice !! haha
29 :: i think i'd die without dr. pepper
30 :: i never go to the mall without at least going into Hollister and Victoria Secret !
31 :: I hate my gay ass phone && US Cellular !
32 :: i miss how my dog was when he was a puppy
33 :: the people i babysit for have a puppy that looks//acts just like my dog did when he was a puppy
34 :: i work at Kumon (( its a learning center for those of you who didnt know ))
35 :: i miss going to church on wednesdays and sundays with spiva
36 :: i hate when people you think you can trust stab you in the back then ask you what they did wrong
37 :: i go icon crazy on xanga
38 :: i love looking at quotes and relating them to whats happening in my life
39 :: everytime i hear a song i'll listen to the lyrics and relate it to my life somehow
40 :: i've been on AIM for -- 3 days , 7 hours , and 44 minutes
41 :: i miss someone that used to be very close to me .. but i ruined whatever we had going on .. RTS
42 :: i wish i was prettier .. grr haha but i am comfortable with how i am but wishing doesnt hurt !
43 :: i hate it when people ask me if i'm anorexic or balemic ? i'm pretty sure if i was either of those then i wouldnt be shoving food down my mouth every 10 minutes and NOT throwing it up afterwards ?!
44 :: i could eat taco bell everyday
45 :: the guy that works at jamba juice (( derin )) is really hott
46 :: i'm ready for all this high school shit to be over
47 :: i think its funny when people hate me for no reason .. or no reason they know of anyways ! haha
48 :: i'm absolutely TERRIFIED of spiders .. i had a tramatic experience ...
49 :: pop ups piss me off
50 :: i would die if i couldnt text message ..
51 :: I've talked on the phone more lately then ever (( to only 2 people ))
52 :: i miss cheering at football//basketball games
53 :: girls are bitches
54 :: i bite my nails
55 :: when i go to red lobster i get the boardwalk popcorn shirmp and a side order of king crab legs and eat it all and my waitors always give me weird looks like .. where the hell did that all go ?! haha
56 :: i really want an ACP && NCA jacket ..
57 :: i hate feet
58 :: i've been told i give really good back rubs ! lol
59 :: i love country, rap, rock, and pop .. so pretty much everything !
60 :: i've gotten hurt so much in cheer its crazy .. like broke my shoulder, wrist, fingers got 9 stitches in my lip and pulled and sprained lots of stuff
61 :: i have music ADD
62 :: i let almost anyone drive my car
63 :: guys always find the perfect way to make me miserable
64 :: i'm starting to realize i do a lot of the same things my brother did .. just i dont get caught ;]
65 :: i'll randomly just stop talking to people ?
66 :: i dont ever paint my finger nails but my toes are always painted
67 :: i drive really fast .. all the time
68 :: my old house in moore was destroyed in the may 3rd tornado (( after we moved out but still ))
69 :: i've been told i'm a great kisser ! haha had to throw that in there ! lol =)
70 :: i hate people that drive really slow then get pissed off when you pass them !
71 :: it takes me like 5 alarms to wake up in the morning .. and i still dont get up in time to get ready
72 :: i feel naked without my ring on
73 :: i know HTML .. yeah i'm a fag ! haha
74 :: i almost cried when i found out my brother and his girlfriend brittany broke up .. but they got back together ! lol
75 :: i hardly watch tv anymore
76 :: my brother is turning out to be exactly like my dad =/
77 :: it takes me 15 - 20 minutes to get to school // work // cheer from my house
78 :: i could live off mac && cheese
79 :: i've been so lucky to have so many best friends through out the years .. (( jessica massey, jennifer, spiva, kirstin, andi ))
80 :: i know every word to every song rascal flatts has ever made ..
81 :: i've only been to one concert EVER [[ Kenny Chesney ]]
82 :: my dog hogs my bed at night
83 :: i'm an attention addict ..
84 :: i used to play the clarinet in 6th and 7th grade when it was the cool thing to do !
85 :: i feel like my parents expect more out of me then my brother which isnt that hard to do haha !
86 :: i fall down // up my stairs all the time
87 :: the first time i ever got drunk i was with spiva
88 :: i was a good kidd till the middle of sophomore year ! haha then i just went down hill !
89 :: i brush my teeth way too much .. haha
90 :: i would die if i didnt have my hair straightener
91 :: i put myself down too much
92 :: sometimes i do things just to get attention
93 :: i regret way too many things
94 :: my spirit gets brought down way too easy by guys
95 :: i'm trying out for UCO cheer in april
96 :: i've gotten to the point in my life where i really dont care about anything .. and i should care
97 :: i have to start falling asleep on my stomach then right before i fall asleep turn to my back
98 :: when i was 4 i dared my brother to eat a cricket .. and he did .. he was 8 .. ?
99 :: i love when songs say blonde hair and blue eyes in it .. cuz it makes me feel special ! lol
100 :: i can think of WAY too many of these things